Download or read book The Not-Outcast written by Tijan and published by Tijan. This book was released on 2020-11-24 with total page 448 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn't. He was the hockey star. I was an outcast. He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me. Years passed. I got my life together. Cut went onto NHL stardom. Then there was a text. I was drinking. There was a party. Cut was there... I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him. The only problem? He never knew I existed.